Feels~

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She used to wonder why she always feel small compared to girls her age. She didn't understand what was wrong with her. She still feels like a small girl inside, cus she never had the childhood any child could get. 

So sometimes she just do things people of her age does... Fixing her nails makes her feel like an adult, anything of age she tries doing it cus it's her  safe place.

She try as much as possible to avoid anything that would make her feel like a 4 years old child on the inside.

Feelings 


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