what's this feeling?

-
What's this feeling? 

I mean I see his picture and get angry... I see his picture and get super mad, I see his picture and just feel stupid? 

I mean I see his picture and feel like a fool, deleting it isn't the problem... Praying this feeling goes is the problem, because I know I just woke the Devil deep within me... 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

The walls!

-
The walls are crumbling.  I can feel it, i know it and they also know it. I sneak a peak at his heart, doesn’t look like i thought. I take a step back, trying to build those walls up again, he tried coming close I used the remaining power left in me, my hands stretched forward in a way of commanding someone to stop. That little desmostration, sent him flying back with full force. Building the walls again, more defined this time, more arranged and with a huge shield to prevent it from the outside. I sat there focused and lonely. But powerful and stronger  The more i stay within the cold walls, the more i keep losing my passionate side but i become stronger day by day, no one comes close enough to break down the walls again. And to be honest, no one is worth going out of this walls for. . . 
Read more

Depression 🥀

-
Staring out the window,my knees close to my chest, looking and feeling so confused. “I killed... ” I whispered I'm sure if she's mortal she won't hear me. “You what? Gabby?” “I killed him” I said a little louder than before while still staring out the window, with tears cascading down my cheeks. “Why would you say such a thing” she whispered sounding heart broken. “No, you didn't sweetheart” “I did” I replied feeling confused this time... “Common, Gabrielle, you and I know you didn't kill Daniel”   I narrowed my eyes at her, if not that she's not real I would have stabbed her too “You didn't... Okay, you...” I jumped up facing her looking angry, and I'm sure she could see the smoke coming out of my ears “I DID!!! I REALLY KILLED DANIEL” I raised my voice at her, “You weren't there when it all happened” I whispered while shaking my head “He complained how stressed he is,how depressed he is, how broke he is, how sick looking he is... Yet I never helped...
Read more

Love...

-
Do you think, I'm broken? No you not. You just need that attention and care no one ever thought you deserve. Right. But do you think I need mental assistance? Of course not, sweetie. So, why do you keep running away? Why do you look at me like I need help? Cause I love some abnormal things? No. I think you need love not help. 
Read more