Dear Forever

 It hurts.

It's like taking a hot metal diving it through your chest.

That's how I feel right now.

She never gave me a chance to explain myself!

That's why I wanna write a letter to her, my forever.

Dear forever!

It's me, Tamika, I know by now you would probably hate me but I swear it was never my intention. To forgive him, but what do you say to first love, the first boyfriend, I mean your first everything.

I agree Kenneth treated me amazingly beautiful, I mean as at then it felt too good to be true I even gave room for disappointment but it never came, he never gave me a reason to feel not loved instead it increased my love for him.

We met in the university, he was a final year student while I was a jambite I mean a new student, I fell in love with Kenneth so bad that I did what no parent in their normal sense would allow as an African I moved in with him, Kenneth was too sweet, loving and romantic.

Things went so tough with my parents, my dad was a dry cleaner while my mom sold fruits by the street close to the house, Kenneth took care of my needs financially still I never gave up my room for the disappointment I just waited for him to come to tell me it was over.

It went on till I finished my years in the university studied LAW in the university of LAGOS STATE, NIGERIA Kenneth parents were nice enough to sponsor my master's degree In PARIS I never expected that either, dear forever please don't be mad at my stupidity due to the love I dumbly have for Kenneth.

After my masters we came back, got married and we had kids I don't wanna go further into that, by then my husband I mean Kenneth got the position in his dad's company as the MANAGING DIRECTOR OF TONYS COLLECTION.

to be cont.

P.S this going to be a short story.